The Colour Beneath Lisbon

Isabel Fontes

(London)

You can’t own Lisbon.
You only rent her breath.

João scrapes mildew from the kitchen tiles of his uncle’s old flat, the blue glaze flaking into dust. The room smells of bleach, salt, and something older. He tells himself it’s just neglect, just damp. He needs work. He needs money. He does not imagine things.

The tile laughs.

Not in words. Not even in sound. More like the earth shifting in its sleep.

He freezes, knife in hand. The laugh comes again, soft, intimate, as if the wall has been listening to him for years. João presses his palm to the ceramic. It is warm.

Behind the pantry, a hairline crack breathes out cold air.

He kneels. Not from faith, but instinct. The city has always resisted force. It answers only to attention.

When he listens, really listens, the tile releases something he has buried beneath language: a girl’s laugh, a hand once held, the weight of leaving without knowing what was being left behind.

The breath fades — the crack seals.

Lisbon settles back into silence.

João does not speak of what he heard. He cleans the kitchen carefully now. He walks more slowly through the city. He no longer steps without asking.

Some places remember you, he learns,
only if you remember them first.

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Isabel Fontes was born in Lisbon and is based in London. She is the author of three books in Portuguese, including Poesia Erótica, O Silêncio das Almas, and Vidas em Silêncio. Her work has appeared in literary magazines and anthologies across the United Kingdom, Europe, Canada, and the United States, where it received an Honourable Mention. She has also developed cultural and performative projects, including television programmes promoting Portuguese culture and interdisciplinary collaborations combining poetry and music. Her writing explores intimacy, memory, and the quiet tensions of everyday life, with a focus on psychological depth and close observation.

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