the perfection of fruit
about to fall. Drifts of
sunlight pile against
the trees, and deep
pools of shadow wait
in their lee. Even
a plane taking off
leaves the earth lighter
for its departure. God
only makes so many
of these days. Back
when I was green
and tart, I slouched
out into my first: of those,
you only get one.
Raw-throated with
box-wine and combative
“love,” I squared up
to a rollie—determined
to confine my shame
to its hot narrow
wonkiness—and
glanced up at trees
whisking their yellow-
fringed skirts, just
because, like
gigantic toddler
bridesmaids— and knew
that whatever I did
I was made to fall
for this world,
and it for me.

