Self-portrait with key & hole

Devi S. Laskar

(USA)

I pledge allegiance to the moon & all the ghost
stories for which she stands, the public light & sha-
dows that make little claims. I pledge allegiance

to all the poets & their poems about her, her
pocked face, her ever serene smile, her phases &
how she grows from cradle to coin spinning so

quickly, only half of her is visible
to the worshipping eye. I pledge allegiance to
the moon when she blooms to a rounded diamond

that shimmers once a month, pulling the ocean tides
& our inner rivers, keeping us on course. I
pledge allegiance to Artemis & the Hunt, though

I am more & more vegetable these days & can-
not digest the sight of meat. I pledge allegiance
to my thumbs: it is this one digit that separates

me from those who roam freely in the verdant wild
though my kingdom is unruly as well with their tanks
and their bombs and their bombs and their guns &

Dolores wailing through the speaker in the next
room. I pledge allegiance to the key sticking in
the locks. Maybe we aren’t meant to open some doors.

Maybe we are meant to walk away. I pledge allegiance
to the girls who want to learn to swim, I pledge
allegiance to want & knowledge, for having desire

for something outside these four repetitive walls
surrounded by a moat. I pledge allegiance
to the window from where I can love the moon. I

pledge allegiance to her, our one moon under God –
indivisibly reflecting liberty’s light on just us all.

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Devi S. Laskar

is a

Senior Poetry Editor for Panorama.

Devi S. Laskar is the author of The Atlas of Reds and Blues, winner of 7th annual Crook’s Corner Book Prize (2020) for best debut novel set in the South, winner of the 2020 Asian/Pacific American Award for Literature (selected by APALA); selected by The Georgia Center for the Book as a 2019 book “All Georgians Should Read,” finalist for the 2020 Northern California Book Awards. The novel was named by The Washington Post as one of the 50 best books of 2019, Laskar’s second novel, CIRCA, was published by Mariner Books. Her third novel, MIDNIGHT, AT THE WAR, will be published by Mariner Books next year. In 2022, USA TODAY named Laskar among “50 AAPI authors” to read and Goop selected CIRCA as its June Goop Book Club pick. Laskar holds degrees from Columbia University, the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign and the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill. She is an alumna of both TheOpEdProject and VONA, among others.

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